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myluckyseven) wrote2013-07-30 11:28 am
myluckyseven) wrote2013-07-30 11:28 am
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digs a hole in the carpet, digs into the earth
I FEEL REALLY WEIRD
i cant even find the words, i went for "twitchy" earlier but i dont know if that's right, i feel sort of detached and agitated and i want to go home and sleep maybe
or maybe not i don't know. i kind of felt like i was gonna pass out a little bit ago? but then i managed to stand up and get some water and i'm kind of better now.
i don't want to be here but i'm not sure i want to be anywhere else that's real right now. i think that's the feeling. wow, when did i become 16 again. ... no, you know, that's implying that this was a thing that ever stopped happening and i don't think it did it just had a good break for a while.
i wish i had a personal tumblr that i could disable reblogging on so i could put this there
i cant even find the words, i went for "twitchy" earlier but i dont know if that's right, i feel sort of detached and agitated and i want to go home and sleep maybe
or maybe not i don't know. i kind of felt like i was gonna pass out a little bit ago? but then i managed to stand up and get some water and i'm kind of better now.
i don't want to be here but i'm not sure i want to be anywhere else that's real right now. i think that's the feeling. wow, when did i become 16 again. ... no, you know, that's implying that this was a thing that ever stopped happening and i don't think it did it just had a good break for a while.
i wish i had a personal tumblr that i could disable reblogging on so i could put this there