five little fingers

years later, it still bothers me.

Wed, 04 Feb 2015 08:09:30 GMT

I don't like the discrepancy between 2D giselle and live action in Enchanted..... like... her chin in round enough in the 2d design? hmmm.

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okay WHOA

Wed, 29 Oct 2014 20:10:25 GMT

I'm usually not a big pedant about it because language is a living thing and shit but like YO SOMETIMES U GOTTA BE REALLY CAREFUL ABOUT LITERALLY AS AN INTENSIFIER

saying "the guys were literally fucking children" is gonna cause a REAL DOUBLE TAKE EVEN IF U FOLLOW UP WITH CONTEXT

IM JUST SAYING

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goodbye summer...

Tue, 28 Oct 2014 15:10:17 GMT

the season is finally here. i awoke to the sound of my heater turning on. it is now the time when i despise getting out of bed because it is cold out there and i will need to rush for a blanket or my robe or something, and i can't just move from bed to chair with a relatively low temperature change.

god damn it

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why

Sun, 26 Oct 2014 08:30:17 GMT

hello its 1:30 am and im on the floor of my disgusting apartment because im sick and my head hurts and painkillers arent working and my shitty dog is driving me up a wall

mostly by repreatedly trying to jump up a wall and then crying loudly and shrillly

this is miserable

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and then

Wed, 15 Oct 2014 22:17:03 GMT

suddenly, a terrible mood

maybe ill buy that stupid hyperion hoodie

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uuuuugghh

Tue, 23 Sep 2014 16:44:29 GMT

WHY AM I SUCH A BABY ABOUT TALKING TO PPL

THIS IS IMPORTANT OMG JUST DO IT!! ASK FOR TIME OFF!! U CHILD!!

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[art] a picture i did a while ago

Wed, 10 Sep 2014 16:18:32 GMT

just a little thing i drew to vent :V so it's kinda...awkward.. to put on tumblr. so the quiet hidden blog gets it eeyyyy.

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hahahaha

Thu, 28 Aug 2014 23:29:19 GMT

i am a professional piece of fan trash, its AMAZING

how anyone puts up with me, i don't know. but i will continue to make fanfic jokes.

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uugughghghghhh

Sun, 10 Aug 2014 21:39:55 GMT

i have been putting it off ALL DAY but now i have to go CLOTHES SHOPPING

so i can be SEMI FORMAL

ugh noooo nnooooooooooooooooooooooo

dont wanna. this is gonna suck.

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oh me

Sat, 09 Aug 2014 05:50:33 GMT

eeeyyyyy guess who just sorta came out as nonbinary to their mom over text message tonight

this not a guy or a girl!! ha ha haHA HA???

ok less came out so much as soft launched, i've talked about gender Weirdness with her before but never so concretely, and tbh i still need to tell her more buuut. yeah!! hit some of the basics and she was cool with it!!!

im a lucky lil shit i tell u what

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WHO DID THIS

Wed, 09 Jul 2014 05:39:23 GMT

WHO DID THE THING

IM GOING TO KILL THEM OH MY GOD

YOU DONT/ YOU DONT UNDERSTAND.

LIGHT ME ON FUCKING FIRE!!!!! AT LEAST HE LIKES MY THINLY VEILED SHIPPING BULLSHIT GOD DAMN

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hhhhmmmmmMMMMMMMM

Fri, 23 May 2014 02:02:40 GMT

IM IN A BAD MOOD. THIS IS SO UNPRODUCTIVE. I HATE THIS!!

CHEWS MY HANDS OFf!!!!

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its cold in here again.

Tue, 20 May 2014 03:01:33 GMT

I wish I had a really attractive speaking voice.

I mean, I don't think mine is BAD but I wish it was better. Deeper, maybe.

Think I've got a good laugh though. It's loud and... boisterous?? I dunno, I think it's A+ though.

Yeah.

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lmao I'm not good at this

Wed, 30 Apr 2014 06:17:26 GMT

putting together a playlist for working on Borderlands stuff but it's just like, Wolf Parade albums, and everything else vaguely rough and unhappy in my library

some wombats stuff lol i dunno

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

????music????? ???MY EVER GROWING PROBLEM????

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just remembered how much i hate ppl like this

Wed, 30 Apr 2014 03:51:50 GMT

"yeah your problems are bad and i know you're being like, actively hurt (quite possibly literally) but you should know

the REAL problem

is capitalism :)"

uuuuUUUGUGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *drags my hands down my face*

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yeesh

Mon, 21 Apr 2014 17:13:12 GMT

"1,499 people follow you"

oh fucking heck

and yet

so close???

i'm both proud and upset.

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what happened to me

Mon, 14 Apr 2014 05:18:45 GMT

the floodgates are officially open

after like two months and change of drawing reams of borderlands shit, i finally got over the hump and am just fuckin. posting it. im getting it out.

i want to share but also im kind of like DONT LOOKA T MEEEEeeee...

WHY DO I TRY TO SEPARATE MY PROFESSIONAL LIFE BC I AM PROFESSIONALLY FANDOM TRASH!! A FUTILE EFFORT!!!!

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hahaha ohhh man

Mon, 07 Apr 2014 21:19:51 GMT

god who allowed me to be a professional

I've been just cracking awful jokes about complete bullshit people should do with their stories for a good ten+ years and slowly but surely I have been drifting into a position where I can make those things happen. the ridiculous garbage can come from inside the house, now.

my bad ideas are so grand. I feel like a couple are kind of within reach as well which is horrifying/amazing

AH... MY GREAT AND TERRIBLE POWER........

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doctorsss

Thu, 27 Mar 2014 05:33:30 GMT

I CANT TALK ABOUT ANYTHING I WANT TO TALK ABOUT BECAUSE SECRETS. ah well. comes with the job. they're fun secrets though. not bad ones. I've been sooooooo into my scenes for the past two months :D

so instead: hey, updates on the neurologist, since I had another appointment today.

THE TOPAMAX IS WORKING I THINK!! We'll see how it continues to go?? but one month so far without severe unprovoked migraine. WHAT A WORLD.

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ugh

Thu, 20 Mar 2014 22:45:14 GMT

i went from 0 to STRESSED really fast or something I guess I don't even know.

I lost all my appetite, I can't sleep right- it's fucking up my work real hard. And after getting switched from half a scene to the whole thing uhhh I DONT NEED THAT RIGHT NOW. I'm actively fighting the sluggishness of my brain 75% of the time and trying to grab it as it careens out of control the other 25%, it's awful.

shiiiiit I hope I don't let anyone down :(

I'm gonna take a super late lunch now, I think, eat a sandwich and try to like half-nap. then come back and gear up to stay late

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[icons] i made icons because SHUT UP I MISSED LJ

Sat, 01 Mar 2014 05:56:28 GMT

Preview:


1	2	3	4	5

( 50 PotC icons of Jack because i am stILL 16 OKAY )

tbh i really like a lot of these at least ive gotten a lot better at this shit in like 10 years

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[art] crybaby

Fri, 28 Feb 2014 07:26:13 GMT

vent doodle. feelin like a petty jerk so i drew the ultimate petty fuckhead

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oh man

Sun, 23 Feb 2014 05:35:31 GMT

i was never sold on using any non-gendered pronouns outside of "they" until like just now

if i was gonna go by one i'd use eh, but like, full on like the non committal sound. EEhhhhhh....
eh is in charge of that. that bag is ehs. referring to ehself.
you have to shrug when you say it.

.... maybe this post was better in my head where i could hear it. plz imagine a really tired "eh... is in charge of that..." up there

there it is. theres my gender identity.

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a thought

Sat, 15 Feb 2014 07:51:57 GMT

I've never understood people who don't want to know how a magic trick was done.

People who think it somehow cheapens or lessens the work. I read so so SO many books on stage magic as a kid- I was obsessed. I loved it. I love special effects work now. I love animation. Recreation, and trickery.

Like, we already know it's not real- so what's with the complaints that there's an illusion? As long as it's done with skill who cares if you looked at just the right time to notice the seams?

It's a weird mindset I can't connect with at all.

I DONT KNOW IM DRUNK AND I WATCHED GRAVITY AND IM UPSET

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my head hurts

Thu, 13 Feb 2014 02:12:21 GMT

brain thrust mastery is a really good album for zoning hard and working

probably because thats what i did for days when i was pulling nocturnal hours on all the world

it's helping me try to make some decent progress while my back is killing me and i have a mild but annoying headache.

( in other news, i went to a neurologist )

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