why do i even bother bookmarking anything on tumblr!!!!!!

the shit is never there like a fucking WEEK later, because they deleted or swapped urls at a whim and i guess i have to just guess what fucking cutesy holiday url they're using at the moment and


i just


hate this goddamn website's mechanics.

aaaaauuuuuuuuuugggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

secondary blogs having replies makes me sorely tempted to make a personal tumblr, mostly for talking to people
but
i hate tumblr
i hate it so much....

i've also shortly entertained the notion of getting a twitter, but i have no idea what i'd use it for- i have nothing to say that I'd want to do so publicly, and jack fuckin shit going on in my professional life, so who cares there.... also i tend to be a longwinded jerk.

idk, i need to like.... promote.... myself.... and.... be social... but idk how to do that? outside of just the usual artblogging?

i just stare at my linkedin whispering
"what do i put here"

it seems pretty ineffective so far

edit: oh i also have that google+ that's been sitting around forever, making image searches kinda creepy ("YOU") and being empty because i have no idea what to put there

aaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY!!!

there is a tumblr fight going on right now, and it's making me very very happy to not be homestuck famous. under the radar is the place to be.

somehow I've managed to avoid all possible drama about what I draw and how I draw it. it's a bit creepy, really- I'm just WAITING for the peace to come crashing down around my ears at any moment.